So I got this text message from my bestie last night:
... but I just got a call from my gastroineroligist and according to a ct scan from a few days ago I have multiple hernias.YAY!!!! So I am praying this doesn't suddenly mess up this whole surgery. FUCK ...
Of course, her health is the number one priority but I will admit that I was super stressed reading this, thinking that all of the plans we have made to drive to Seattle and proceed with the surgery on June 21st are in shambles. I know that she needs to talk to her team at the hospital and until then ... we just don't know. But if it delays the whole thing, then so be it. I just hope that we can do the surgery soon (while she is in better health than what might be true a few months from now).
So now I am stressed but I guess I am always stressed. A part of me will be super disappointed if this whole thing gets delayed but there isn't any way for me to control this situation. What happens is going to happen. The surgery has been feeling so "unreal" that maybe I knew that it wasn't going to happen on some level? Or maybe I am just overthinking this whole thing?
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